Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Happy Birthday Jude


Happy Birthday sweet sweet boy!

Words can not express how your presence has filled up this house.  I tried today to remember what life was like before you were with us....and honestly I can not imagine it.  I can not imagine my world without your smile...the one that only your big sister Dylan can get from you when she wakes you up in the morning.  I can not imagine a car ride without two little giggles in the backseat of my car.  Dylan's sweet prayers would be void of thanking God for her baby brother, Mommy's left arm would be empty while toting sister on the right side.  I can't imagine only having Dylan's pink blanket to look for and missing her efforts in helping me find your blue one or your paci.  Who would I get sloppy kisses from, now that sister is 4 and she no longer gives those sloppy ones?  Who would make your sister shine with love the way you do? 

What about our time together?  At night when I put you to bed....our peekaboo time, giving big hugs, hiding Mommy's head under the blanket. Your Daddy is full of pride when you take off for the door once you hear his voice.

My heart aches with joy that you are here bringing so much life to our family.  The best thought of the day was  that I do not have to remember or imagine a life without you, because God gave you to us and in return we dedicated your life to Him.  He will bless you as he has blessed your Daddy and myself with the gift of you and Dylan.  There is no prouder Mommy today on your very special day of the role you play in our lives.

You are a joy my little precious son...and I am so happy that today you are one.

I love you....Mommy

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